turns out that i can't go to that party.
1.) i have no transport and i'm not walking back with yalkswagen like i did it the last time.
2. ) Sander aint going to pay me anything coz he's father aint have any kind of cash atm.
3. ) I had a strange feeling about this anyway, and i'm not feeling untouched or anything coz i was invited but i just can't go .
Ann's birthday is upcoming, so i have to save my cash to that day .
I was at my friends Kaarels' place, we chit chatted about many things and we were just fooling around. Mostly we played cards and chit chatted while doing it .
Now again i'm bored, guess if i don't have anything to do i'm going back to Kaarels' place, i got some activity in there. And i can't be in internet also coz Sander is off in a party.
oh god, what should i do now /:
This sux to say it but, bye bye! atleast for now . Stay Dark .
Blogi.
Well, since my uber-mini plans r different now i'm intending to watch jackass number 2 and jackass 2009 with my relative who's in the bathroom washing himself and his clothes :D
I have all nite long to watch it (;
I would remain in msn but my relative won't allow me to /: so i'm fucked. not literally but yeah basicly :D
okay i'm sending a message to d....*, hopefully ic her at the msn pretty soon yeah :D
i dun't have much time >.< !
okayes there might be a party tomorrow where my relative wants me to go, i'm not sure, be he allowed to pay everything so i could go there o.O .
Well if someones needs Matis, Matis always goes there and helps the poor guy out .
I'm kinda stress out on these days, i don't know why. Something always fucks me up, i'm so pissed of coz of meaningless reasons.
Matis iz out, goodbye
okayez, since i haven't blogged for like 3-4 months, i'll start blogging again .(yes, if i want a medal, i know someone who could give it to me).
Nothing much has really changed, everything i do is going forward like i have done it in the past. In some things i'm smarter now, esp in relationships and shit like that.
My grades in school are much better than i had last year in ninth grade, tho it's much harder than it was in ninth grade. I'm still same lazy as i was back then. I think i'm much smarter now ... thanks alcohol <3
About drinking i've drunk like nine fridays in a row, sadly this has to stop now. I'm going do to this for my own good. Hopefully i'm not going to lose any of my friends coz of that but yeah, i don't want alcohol anymore. Ann's birthay is upcoming this saturday tho, but yeah i wont drink there, my first test, hopefully my last (:!
about sad emo part. My family is still pretty much the same :D mom is nutz like alwayys, dad is ignoring me, sander makes me dinner, i'm at sans place mostly at nights, i can chat with d..* all nite long, if her one day ticker w/e aint going out/:. Ivo is in high sc´hool/college w/e .
Pass these days i have been chatting with d..* nights and days long, indeed i'm doing it right now lol. We're mostly talking about things what don't exist .. but it's hell fucking funny lol .
She knows my every single password /: but if i forget them someday, if i end up in a hospital i can always ask her :D_________________________________________________goodbye, STAY DARK!___________________________