hiiiiiiiii iz me, Matis.

okayez, since i haven't blogged for like 3-4 months, i'll start blogging again .(yes, if i want a medal, i know someone who could give it to me).
Nothing much has really changed, everything i do is going forward like i have done it in the past. In some things i'm smarter now, esp in relationships and shit like that.

My grades in school are much better than i had last year in ninth grade, tho it's much harder than it was in ninth grade. I'm still same lazy as i was back then. I think i'm much smarter now ... thanks alcohol <3

About drinking i've drunk like nine fridays in a row, sadly this has to stop now. I'm going do to this for my own good. Hopefully i'm not going to lose any of my friends coz of that but yeah, i don't want alcohol anymore. Ann's birthay is upcoming this saturday tho, but yeah i wont drink there, my first test, hopefully my last (:!

about sad emo part. My family is still pretty much the same :D mom is nutz like alwayys, dad is ignoring me, sander makes me dinner, i'm at sans place mostly at nights, i can chat with d..* all nite long, if her one day ticker w/e aint going out/:. Ivo is in high sc´hool/college w/e .

Pass these days i have been chatting with d..* nights and days long, indeed i'm doing it right now lol. We're mostly talking about things what don't exist .. but it's hell fucking funny lol .

She knows my every single password /: but if i forget them someday, if i end up in a hospital i can always ask her :D_________________________________________________goodbye, STAY DARK!___________________________